Now is already 12 plus, like so late le, i long time never stay till so late arx.. haiz... i relised that my blog are getting more and more personal arx.. hahaa...

Anyway this thurs was a holidae... intially had clubbing plan on wed n thurs de.. which i like okay, go clubbing.. but i dunno y dun feel like goin le.. jason ask mi juz now bout thurs de, yet i rejected de. It like the first?? or maybe 2-3 times i rejected 0505 outing. Usually i never say no to outing de. haiz... was chatting with jason, n he told mi tat 0505 gonna jie sang le.. ermm i had the same feel. Then we tok bout some weird philosophy stuff of "box". He were saying tat we should get out of the box, or rather let ppl in the box... ermm.. i dunno.. but to mi, the prob is not wanting to let the ppl in the box notz, is letting which ppl in the box?? haiz... tink i typing nonsense here, no need bother to understand... ^^

nite then, sweet dream to mi........


Ermm... holidae cuming soon le.. but arx, before tat holidae still got lots of thing to do... like audio arx, test cuming out, but i noe nuts about audio lo, tat stupid maths.. haiz. gonna die in audio arx. Then the matte painting also.. stress arx... like been slacking till so shuang.. now suddenly all need hand in le.. haiz...


Anyway, pic again.. hehe


Went to eat sake sushi, i called whole lots of ppl, with the intention of celebrating winston bdae de. In the end, onli we four gals make it. sadded. Anyway, we gals still enjoy the trip, endless crapping n laughing.




So bored now.......................................

Ermm, ytd went to work, giving sample n sell for t zone. But very sad, kana con by a lot of ppl, all say okay they will take a look lata but all disappeared after the candy floss.. haiz.. I realised doin sales was not easy arx, muz persude the other party to buy, n the excitment of them finally buy ur product. Yeah..It was really fun n esp u work with a grp of frenz also. At the same time got money also.. hehe.. anyway i love to work sia.. now sching like so sianz..hahaha
I gonna find some work... anyone got work intro mi?? hehe

Sch was so bored as usual, lata still gonna go do the UCD, argh...bored bored bored

I dun wanan sching arx.....

Random Pic :::

Last week i was damn moody n depress..wahha.. so i last minute on fridae jio the attention ppl go DXO.. to my surprise, they all can make it.. tat nite was really fun n it also help make my mood happier.. thank darlin...
Frenz are really great, u noe there are alway there for u ^^ i love all of u...



Reminds mi of the sec sch times...when we use to cam whoring n do stupid thing n action.. This wat we do when we were real bored...hahaha
Innocent looks ^^


For juz a looog time.... i like break down like tat... i not emo, i depress... i guess....

But everything will be alright lata...
Coz guess once break down jiu will feel better n clearer ba



Human are juz strange weirdo,
some others might tink it a small matter.
But to others, it might be a big matter,
Coz different ppl tink differently,
N feel differently.
Maybe
Tat wat make a human more interesting, smarter, intelluctual than animals.
So if u tink is a small matter tat i bothers too much,
To mi,
It my most zai yi de "small matter".

Todae had my portfolio review.. hahah..miss weena tok to us a lot of thing..make us tink a lot too.. tink now mi n becker still blur blur bout wat we wanna protray as ba... sometime i was tinkin maybe i juz lack of some confidence bout mi.. ermm, some thougths tat i had to tink "what u wanna others to tink of u??" "scripting or design person??" "wat to respresent mi??" haiz.. in short ... FAN ARX !!!!!!


Juz was sufting around blog... n found this link on becker blog "http://www.astrology-online.com/libra.htm"

It tok about libra, n i found it really true.. so go check ur horoscope too.. it quite true ^^

Some phrase i copy from tat link....tat i tink it really like mi...
Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking.

They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.

They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.

It can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet Librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage.

Both sexes can become great gossipers. A characteristic of the type is an insatiable curiosity that tempts them to enquire into every social scandal in their circle.

Some Librans are gifted in fashion designing or in devising new cosmetics; others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, welfare workers or valuers, and they have an ability in the management of all sorts of public entertainment.


PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS

Problem: You find that you do not really like yourself and/or beating yourself up over not being able to please another.
Solution: If you learn how to please yourself without depriving others, then you will be able to please someone else.



This horoscope really not bad... i tink it really true... hehe.. read if ya free.. hehe ^^

Well.. todae i felt tat it totally a waste of my time... first there this lecture... about art n history de.. then we need to wait for 5 hrs to go to NE seminar.... which i really regretted going.. it was so boring there.. haiz.. wasted my time.. The lecture was okay, watch some lame film, n we skipped the Cg drive tok... hahaz...heard tat lecturer say we skip will die, so actually kirby they all wanna go back de.. but mi n qi dun wan..like weird ma skip le then go back.. hahaz.. ermm, anyway kirby joined our grp todae...i dunno y either.. but when the big grp of us went out, he tag along...tink he wanna jio us to k de... but i dun wan.. hahahaz. n lw say i change le, like normally outing i wont reject de ma, but this time i say dun wan... hahaha...but actually is becoz win got class cant make it, jason n xq need do work so cant go. I dun wanna go without them also. coz if we really wan pangseh, the k session wont drag so long le.. it like i been wanting to go k for like soooooooo long le.. but everytime due to sth, we postpone le..so in the end, we slack in sch.. well did enjoy the chatting session with becker n qi when the guys play basketball.. N the mother-child relationships...wahaha ^^


Haiz, been tinking tat izzit becoz i a libra tat y i hate ppl hu pangseh... coz libra had a strong sense of justice n also friendship. Or izzit becoz i a woman?? woman are more sensittive n emotional... Or maybe becoz is my thinking still too childish... still zai yi wat others say... ermmm.... i like been giving ppl trouble n attiude...haiz....i dun wish to...

ermm... guess recently i quite emo sia.. been pestering ping to shu ku nehz.. hahaz... tink she too fan of mi le..

Maybe she rite..

Since i cant change the fact tat , so i juz had to face it....

i tink it my fault lehz.. i dunno y i dun like it.. but everyone seems to enjoy it.. is like it nth for mi to feel tAt i dun like it lehz.. such as if u ask mi to give a reason, i also cant find any reason to say i dun like it.. But i feel ... i dun like.. hahaz.. confusing feeling arx...

Anyway, i told a lie todae....
is like ermmm... becoz of.. haiz..

forget it...
i told myself....i muz try to accept it de ma...

i dunno wat happening to mi arx...

What ping msg mi was rite..
i noe it also.. heez.. thanz darlin...^^





i noe wat to do....

Now it already weeks 4 le... it like woots... passed so fast.. i like haven start anything yet.. been a slacker till shuang.. haiz... so hard to motivate myself nehz..

I GETTING SICK !!!!!!
(not in the sense of fever, flu or this)

i getting sick of sch.... class.. assignment... anything in life...
i dunno y either...
something when i alone..
i tend to tink a lot.. then i will start to emo sia..
haiz...

But recently trouble mi the most is sch work ba... those assignment... those stupid module... those cant understand de module... i dun seems interested in anything..

Come to tink about tat.. it quite amazing i survive so far man...In Dmd 2 yrs plus le... i now a seniors.. a third year student le lehz.. hahaz.. i find it pretty amazing la...

I dun had any design skill, then come to technical part like scripting, PHP.. i not so zai also.. but i did manage to struggle through man.. sometime i was juz thinking actually it quite wasted to study design arx.. coz i noe i sure wont work as a designer nehz.. i not up to tat standard de ma.. haiz.. i wonder wat future would be like??

Already come so far le... now i can onli do is ...
GRADUTE FROM DMD....
give mi some blessing ba.... i juz hope i can slack though this...
OR
i can pass though this...


If there a place tat can sell mi some motivation ? ?
or
A place tat i can find my goal in life ? ?
or
A place tat can make mi understand my minds n thoughts ? ?


Please, tell mi where is it...............

OMG.....


i so guilty la... i gonna confess tat i went to mahjong session todae.. haiz.. sobsob....
if i not wrong, i told myself not to play mahjong for 2 weeks... yet todae i was been jio to ping house.. hahaha.. coz they had three person n short of one person... then around noon, ping call ask mi wanna play notz... i replied "OKAY" immediately...
Haiz... tink i becumin mahjong freak myself... i like having 2 mahjong session this week le lo... haiz...

chiam liaoz la....
I ADDICTED TO MAHJONG....
(they juz so lovely n fun^^)

Todae....had our audio lesson till 6. n guess wat, our class actually go complain bout the maths stuff.. seriously i really tink study those theroy dun help much lo.. but i feel sad for tat teacher la.. i noe he trying beri hard also, but we juz cant seems to be interested.
Anyway, i was damn sianz at audio n damn emo la... so i dun wanna go home. kip psycho becker they all go out but in vain. All wanna be guai and went home eat dinner. So i take the train down to town without much thinkin. and hopin tat i can find someone there la. hahahaz.
I jio ping n say i go find her... hahah, she quite surprise ba, i actually goin down to clarke quay lehz..see i so good. anyway she pei mi had lunch at LJS. n walk around emoing... hahaha. Then the train service was down so we walk all the way down to PS. zai rite... laughing n cam whoring around... hahah.
At PS, we waited for linda, cally, siew choo n jon. Then they actually wanna eat touhua de la, but mi n ping was damn sianz.. haha so we went home tgt. Nice chatting on the way home.... i alway like to chat with frenz at nite. i like the atmosphere lehz.. hahah. Jon and mi was telling each other lame joke all the way, we were laughing n laughing though out the way. Then cally as usual will run when she see dogs n scream when she see cockroaches. hahaha. tat us...

Tat one more thing to mention... tata... Tml is 0505 anniverary, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY !!!!! alright i been lame here, hahah. our friendship of 2 yrs n counting....^^



TUrnbACK the time machine, i shall tok about my happening last week.... really damn busy la... haha..
fridae i went to change the walcom tablet (long story arx). Then we were standing at the traffic light for like 9 songs, n 1 hrs like tat. n finally decide to go jason house play overnite mahjong... hahaha.. all giao gui arx... Is like at midnite, we went to jason house for the sake of mahjong.
Play till morning, next programme up next is escape. Had a whole dae fun at escape. although the ride was boring but the company was great la. after a loooong time finally meet mindy.. hahah miss her man... so i spend the whole sat at escape.
Sun, went to celebrate xian birthdae... HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAE !!!!! ^^ (kinda late arx). went to sakae. n as uaual walk around shop shop. n as usual walk to ROCHOR, n had dou jiang you tiao.. hahaz.
Mon, damn sianz ... Art n history lesson then the UCD.. haiz... sch damn boring. but the mahjong session at nite make my dae. n i really fan ben la.. haaha... another midnite mahjong session.. haiz.. all professional glambler arx... i did mention tat for the next 2 weeks, i dun wanna play mahjong le.. hahaha... let see...
Tue, i went over to queenstown straight from jason house... damn guilty la.. anyway i brought my sports shoes le... so happi... but kinda sad arx, my uob cards is been declinded when i use for my sports shoe. Coz no money inside le... it wasnt enough for the sport shoe lo.. hahaha sadded arx.. I wanna excerise more.. coz nafra coming le... hehe
Wed n Thur, nth much...sching....
Fri, juz reach home....... tata bb

wow.. time for some update.. but i juz lazy to type lehz... n there these still weird short essay i need to write.. so sianz... arxxxxxx...

Anyway i conclude, this weekend n labour day, i was totally like so busy goin out lo...totally enjoyed myself a lotz... fun ^^

Well.. sch started tml le.. wed, n there is matte painting make-up class, so sianz..

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